Chapter 199: I Didn’t Manage to See How He Looked Like  

Mo Yesi was speechless. “...”

He took a deep breath, his eyes filled with control, tolerance, and some helplessness. “You have to say it right now?”

“Mm!” Qiao Mianmian nodded.

“... Alright, say it then. What is it?”

Qiao Mianmian looked at the flames of passion in his eyes and bit her lip. She firmly said, “I-I’m not a virgin anymore!”

She thought for a long time and eventually decided that she should tell him before he found out for himself.

He should be given a choice of whether to go on with her after learning about this.

If... he felt that she was too dirty and didn’t want to touch her anymore, she’d fully understand.

He was still a virgin, he had the right to expect his partner to be the same.

Mo Yesi was stunned. The shock in his eyes was not too obvious, and yet it was unmistakable.

It seemed like he never expected her to say this.

Qiao Mianmian could see his reaction clearly. As much as she understood his feelings, she still felt a little hurt.

A little... sad.

As she guessed, he did find her dirty.

But that night, she had been the victim.

She’d already known that he might despise her for it and was mentally prepared. Why did she still feel upset?

She blinked a few times, trying to keep her sadness in. She then said as indifferently as possible, “If you mind it, we don’t have to go on anymore. I’m sorry, I should’ve told you this before we got married, but back then I wasn’t thinking so much.

“If you’d like a divorce now, we can go to the Ministry tomorrow to settle it. But Chen Chen is innocent. I hope you won’t get angry with him because of me and call off his surgery.”

Qiao Mianmian had always felt that her marriage with Mo Yesi wasn’t because of love.

There was no foundation for their feelings in this marriage. It didn’t matter much if it ended.

She wouldn’t be sad over this.

But for some reason, her heart hurt when she mentioned the word “divorce”.

It was as if her heart was stabbed.

And she actually felt reluctant to end it!

It was only now that she found out, she wasn’t as nonchalant about this marriage or divorce.

She actually... did not want to get a divorce with Mo Yesi!

Was it because he’d been too nice to her and she’d gotten used to it? Was she afraid that she’d lose all of this special treatment? Was that why she didn’t want a divorce?

Before she could think any further, the man suddenly asked, “Was your first time with Su Ze?”

Qiao Mianmian looked up at him.

She did not see any trace of unhappiness or despise on his face. In fact, he didn’t look angry at all too.

She kept silent for a while as she recalled what happened that night. “... No.”

“Then who?”

Mo Yesi’s eyes flickered. “Who did you give your first time to?”

Qiao Mianmian bit her lip before finally saying, “I don’t know.”

She smiled as if mocking herself. “I don’t know who he is. I was drunk that night, and barely conscious. A few strangers had brought me to a hotel room.

“They left me in the room and took their leave. I lay in bed for a while, sleepy and giddy, and then a man entered.”

At this point, her eyes were red and her fists were clenched into balls. “I-I didn’t manage to see what he looked like.

“I was so lost, confused, and scared. I just wanted to leave. But I really regret it now...”