Cry if you want to cry (1)

Qu Huaian saw that he had made all the necessary arrangements, so he rested at the cloud-falling house with a peace of mind. He only asked him to call his manager to send his mobile phone over when he had the time.

Because she had left her phone with her assistant on the day of filming, after she was sent to the hospital, her assistant didn’t follow her to the set, so she didn’t have her phone.

Xie tingxi agreed, but in order to not let her know what was going on on the internet, he didn’t let anyone give her the phone. Even the network of the falling cloud residence was cut off.

When qu Huaian asked, the Butler followed Xie tingxi’s instructions and said that the optical cables nearby were broken, and they were still under repair.

Qu Huaian did not doubt his presence. In the days without a cell phone or the internet, she would just read books and look at flowers, calm and content.

Xie tingxi accompanied her for two days at the falling cloud residence before leaving. In addition to the company’s matters, he also had to deal with the things on the internet personally. He was still worried about leaving it to others.

He had wanted to tell her after everything was settled, but there was no such thing as an airtight wall in the world.

When qu Huaian went out for a walk with Xie Yumu, they met a passerby who recognized her. When he passed her, he asked curiously, ” “This must be that female celebrity, right? She’s holding onto President Xie’s child. So what the internet said was true.”

Qu Huai ‘an’s heart skipped a beat. He thought about the strange things that had happened recently, and his intuition told him that something had happened. However, before he could react, Xie Yumu broke free of her hand and shouted at the two passersby, ” aunt qu isn’t the kind of person that the internet says she is. Don’t talk nonsense. If I tell old man Xie, he won’t let you off.

Qu Huaian lowered his head to look at his reaction. It was obvious that Mumu knew about it as well.

He was the only one who didn’t know.

The two of them looked at Xie Yumu and then at qu Huaian. They didn’t say anything and sped up their pace to leave.

Xie Yumu kicked a stone on the side of the road angrily and snorted coldly.

Qu Huaian squatted down and looked at him at eye level. Mumu, tell me, did something happen? ”

“Ah?” Xie Yumu’s face was flustered, and he didn’t dare to look into her eyes. no, nothing, Hanhan.

Mumu, I told you that we can’t lie to each other. Have you forgotten? ” Qu Huaian said earnestly, ” one must be honest and not lie.

“But old man Xie won’t let me say.” Xie Yumu’s young face was full of distress. if he knew that I told you, he would definitely kick me out of the house and leave my inheritance to the illegitimate child outside.

“This matter concerns me, I have the right to know.” Qu Huaian communicated with him patiently. even if you don’t tell me, I’ll ask someone else. Besides, Yingluo won’t chase you out, and he doesn’t have an illegitimate child.

Wu Wanwan. Xie Yumu thought for a while and told her what happened on the internet.

He had heard about it from other children in the kindergarten and had even gotten into a fight because of it.

Xie tingxi went to the kindergarten to deal with it. He warned him sternly that aunt qu could not know about this, or else he would not be able to spend a single cent from him.

Qu Huaian did not say anything and brought Xie Yumu back to the cloud residence. Once they returned, he locked himself in his bedroom.

Xie Yumu felt that he was in trouble, so he called Xie tingxi. Then, before he came back, he packed his clothes and asked the driver to take him to the moon House.

I’d better go to godmother’s place to lie low for a while.

When Xie tingxi rushed back to the cloud falling house, it was already dark. The lights in the bedroom were not turned on, and he could only see the figure sitting by the window from the faint light outside.

It was so lonely and so fragile.

Xie tingxi walked over, bent down, and hugged her from behind. He whispered, ” “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to hide it from you. I was afraid that you would be sad.”

She had just escaped from death. If she saw those messy things, she would be so sad.

Qu Huaian knew that everything he did was out of concern for him, so he naturally would not be angry with him.

“You don’t have to apologize. I should be the one thanking you.” He must have put in a lot of effort for her.

Seeing that she wasn’t angry, Xie tingxi kissed her cheek and said in a gentle voice, ” don’t care what those people say. They don’t know anything at all.

Qu Huaian knew that the current internet atmosphere was very bad, and the netizens ‘expectations of celebrities were also very harsh. She did not care about how bad the words of those people who had never met her were, but it was because of qu Zhengguo’s actions.

“Sometimes I really wish I had nothing to do with them, or that they would strangle me to death when I was born.”

Qu Huaian heaved a heavy sigh, but he could not let out the anger he had been suppressing in his heart.

“They’ve never loved me, but they’re delusional enough to suck every drop of blood from me. I often wonder, why did they give birth to me? What was the meaning of life? Did I come into this world just to see their ugly faces?”

Their ugly appearance really made her want to vomit.

Xie tingxi was silent. Perhaps, in essence, he and qu Huaian were the same kind of people.

They all had incomplete family backgrounds, parents who didn’t love them, and they had never felt pure love, so they didn’t know how to love others and build long-term and healthy relationships with others.

He had fallen in love with qu Huaian, and in order to be with her, he had to say goodbye to his past and reconcile with it. However, qu Huaian had not done so. The influence of her native family had been carved into her bones. Qu Zhengguo’s appearance had reminded her of many unhappy memories of the past, and it had once again affected her perception of the world.

He walked to her side and sat down, but his warm palm held her hand tightly. He said carefully, ” Anan, I can’t deny that human nature is complicated and dirty. They gave birth to you but refused to love you and have been hurting you in the past. But they are not the only ones in your world. There was qu Huainan in the past, and now there are Mumu and me. Isn’t our love more important than their ugliness? ”

Qu Huaian’s thick and delicate eyelashes trembled slightly. He slowly raised his eyes and looked at him in a daze. He pursed his lips and did not say anything.

Xie tingxi reached out and caressed her cheek. I once asked myself, what is the meaning of life? What is the meaning of my existence? But in the end, I realized that life is meaningless. The meaning of life depends on what you give it, and not what it is.”

The meaning of life was to give, not to explore.

Qu Huaian was silent for a long time. I know, but I still feel very sad.

He chuckled and his warm palm landed on the top of her head. then feel sad. Cry if you want to. I won’t laugh at you. I’ll always be with you.

After hearing his words, qu Huaian did not feel like crying anymore. thank you, Xie tingxi.

“Silly, wait for me here.”

Xie tingxi got up and walked out of the room, but came back a few minutes later.