Ten thousand years at a glance (1)
Mo Zhiyun had been taking care of Lu Heyun in the hospital for the entire day. At night, under Lu Heyun’s repeated urging, she had no choice but to leave the hospital.
Lu Heyun’s condition was not so serious that he could not get out of bed. He did not want her to stay with him in the hospital 24 hours a day.
The emotions that she had been pretending for the whole day were slowly revealed on the road, and her eyes were full of sadness and helplessness.
Cang Ming started the car and looked at the rearview mirror. &Quot; miss, are you alright? ”
Mo Zhiyun took a deep breath and pinched the space between her brows. &Quot; I’m fine. I just can’t help but feel sad. &Quot;
However, she could not reveal that in front of Lu He Yun, or he would feel bad again.
Cang Ming knew that it was useless to comfort Lu He Yun with his current situation, but he had no choice but to say nothing.
&Quot; President mo has already contacted experts from overseas and spoken to all the doctors in the hospital. If there is a suitable donor, they will definitely perform the surgery for President Lu as soon as possible. &Quot;
Mo Zhiyun didn’t need cangming to say this. It was just that it was too difficult to wait for a suitable donor.
There were people who died every day because they could not wait for a donor, and she was afraid that Lu Heyun would be the same ...
“Don’t go back yet. Send me to a place.”
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In the government Area.
Mo Zhiyun got off the car and walked into the villa where he had stayed for a few days.
Because she had people clean the house regularly, the house was clean and tidy, without a speck of dust. It was exactly the same as when she left.
She went upstairs and walked into the bedroom. There was a brand new set of skincare products on the dressing table, and the Wardrobe was full of the latest clothes of the season.
Chen Jing had said that he would get someone to change his clothes every season, year after year.
She turned around and walked into the study room. She had once been in excruciating pain when she read his diary in the study room, but she didn’t feel any pain when she walked in now.
She opened the safe on the date that Lu Heyun had told her. There were many things in it, all of which were his assets. There was also a jewelry box.
She opened the jewelry box and saw their wedding ring. It turned out that he had kept it all along.
Next to it was a diary with an old cover.
Mo Zhiyun hesitated for a moment, but still took out her diary, walked to the computer chair, sat down, and casually opened it.
Looking at these words now, she was no longer hysterical, no longer heartbroken. She even felt that these words were full of sadness.
He had been forced to such a state by the environment he grew up in. He had to advance step by step and plan day and night. When had he ever been happy?
There were very few words in the diary, but it still attracted mo Zhiyun’s attention.
Year xxx, May 20
I want to weave.
Year xxx, May 21st
Today, she really wanted to knit too.
Year xxx, May 22
I really want to weave, and I’m really going crazy.
...
Year xxx, June 11th
If I can start over, I’m willing to give up everything. I only want Zhizhi.
I only need her.
But there’s no ‘if’, there’s only the reality. Zhizhi won’t forgive me ...
She doesn’t want me.
Thoroughly.
...
Year xxx, June 21st
I dreamed of Zhizhi. In my dream, she smiled at me and begged me to take her out to play.
But there are so many people out there. I’ve lost Zhizhi and no matter how hard I try, I can’t find her.
When I woke up, I realized that I had really lost Zhizhi.
Zhizhi, I’m sorry ...
Year xxx, August 21st
If I could, I also want to be a person who gives silently and doesn’t ask for anything in return, but I can’t do it.
‘Because I was born as a selfish, paranoid and twisted person. I want to weave, no matter how long I have to wait, no matter what I have to pay ...’
I still can’t look after her. I can only wish her happiness, but I don’t have a share in her happiness.
Zhi Zhi, Zhi Zhi, Zhi Zhi ...
My Zhizhi.
The diary recorded Lu Heyun’s mental journey after they separated, bit by bit.
There was regret, anger, repentance, and prayer. A living Lu Heyun was placed in front of her, so how could she not be moved?
Mo Zhiyun hugged the diary close to her chest. Tears welled up in her eyes as she mumbled in a low voice,”I’m mo Zhiyun, Yun as in Lu He Yun ...”
Perhaps the first person she fell in love with was Lu Heyun. No matter what kind of person he was, she fell in love with him.
Ten thousand years in a single glance, unwavering determination.
***
In order to take care of Lu He Yun and not delay the company’s project, mo Zhiyun called his master to resign.
Ye weilan wanted to ask her to stay but she was determined. &Quot; master, I’ve spent too much time with him because of lies and deception. Now, I want to be with him wholeheartedly. I don’t want to waste a single second of my time with him. &Quot;
Ye weilan did not force him. &Quot; call me if you need anything. Although I promised my baby that I wouldn’t do anything illegal, I will try my best to help you if I can. &Quot;
“Thank you, master. I do have some things to trouble you with.”
“What?”
“I would like to invite you to my wedding with Lu Heyun.”
&Quot; we’re drinking, and it’s a wedding. I’ll definitely be part of such a good event. Don’t worry. &Quot; Ye weilan agreed readily.
Mo Zhiyun thanked him and hung up the call. He packed his things and went to the hospital to see Lu Heyun.
Lu Heyun’s heart failure was getting more and more serious by the day. At first, he could still get out of bed and walk, but later, he could only lie down in bed. His mental state was getting worse and worse, and in serious cases, he even had to put on a ventilator.
When the doctor learned that they were going to hold a wedding, he suggested that they cancel the wedding because Lu Heyun’s current condition was not optimistic. Without a donor, his heart could stop beating at any time.
However, Lu He Yun insisted on holding a wedding for Zhizhi. He had yet to see how Zhizhi looked in a wedding dress.
And Mo Zhiyun completely respected his decision.
For the sake of Lu Heyun’s original wedding, it was changed from the qielan hotel to a church in Mo City. The cumbersome etiquette of picking up the bride was saved. Lu Heyun only needed to change his clothes in the morning and leave the hospital for the church to hold the wedding.
As for mo Zhiyun, she returned to the mo family’s old house a day earlier, and Mo shenbai and Xu Youyou personally sent her off to get married.
The day of the wedding was a bright and sunny day.
Lu Heyun had woken up early in the morning and changed into a white suit.
Chen Jing had bought a red tie as a wedding gift for him and Mo Zhiyun.
“CEO Lu, let me help you put on your tie.”
Lu Heyun’s face was pale and bloodless, and even his eyes had no luster. His breathing was slow and heavy, and he said weakly, ” okay. &Quot;
Chen Jing bent down to help him tie his tie, then stood up and retreated to the side.
He raised his head and asked, ” am I handsome today? ”
Chen Jing’s heart ached when she saw how sick he was. Her eyes turned red, but she forced a smile and nodded. &Quot; yes, he’s very handsome. &Quot;
Hearing this, Lu Heyun was relieved. He smiled and said, ” that’s good, that’s good. Zhizhi will be very happy to see me like this. &Quot;
As she spoke, she lowered her head and tidied her collar, as if she was nervous.